welcome to my life:D

2009-07-24T09:07:00.001-07:00

this blog gona be dead! sayo!(:

2009-07-19T00:37:00.000-07:00

nu er is cool!:D

2009-07-14T08:17:00.001-07:00

new post. as requested from ALLURE! LOL. hmm, sometimes being nice isn't gd. especially buding into other ppl family problems. hahas. guess, i'm just a guy who just hate seeing other ppl sad uh? btw, if anyone was to say u solve ur own siblings problem before hlping others la. BUT the fact is, i already i am. i took the initiative to start a convo with him. bt he just simply don't want to talk to me? and also just sms me and ask me clean the room? pls. if i want things to recover, both side have to take one step bck and say sorry to each other. n i budge in, is just simply allow ppl see what they did wrong? and let both of them knw it and simply accept it? bt who cares. if u don't appericate my hlp. hahas. i simply hate seeing ppl around me sad. i rather absorb it. let myself be sad only. smiles!:D cheers! exams over! bt gt project!x.x

2009-06-03T08:50:00.001-07:00

hmm, siblings. siblings. don't really understand much of that nowadays. is been like months since me and my bro talk. when we are young we always been very close to each other. bt nw, things are different. for no reason he actually ignore me- -'' and cause of some stuff has happen(both of us has fault) bt the thing is he nvr admit the fact he has fault. wonderful uh? hahas. i really wonder what with him. if he has the balls he would dare to say ya i have fault too. bt who cares i admit i have wrongs at times. I ADMIT IT! don't u feel wierd, for 16 yrs everytime we quarrel u nvr once wrong? so u are sooooo prefect till nvr made a mistake uh? hahas. bullshit. don't really wanna care anymore. though in my heart i still wish we cn be as close as last time. but if things turn out this way then so be it. i'm quite tired of this shyt stuff already.

2009-05-19T03:51:00.000-07:00

yr 2 has started quite sometime already. one word to say it all. suay. got gd teachers and bad teachers. and the bad teachers are way worse than last yr. sad hor? bt that life. got nthing to say u knw. hahas. DAMN brain is feeling nthing. kk. i sign off. bye:D

2009-04-25T08:38:00.000-07:00

shuhui, doubt u gona read my blog. hahas. btw, have u ever wonder hw u treat ur friends? seriously, peeps like u don't understand what true friends really means. i have no idea y i still hope we are still friends when u really treating me like a shyt at times? that hw i feel at least? hahas. but nvr mind. don't really care anymore i nt gona do anything abt it. quite sick of it. tatas(:

2009-04-25T00:34:00.000-07:00

lols. bored at home. nthing to do! OMG!...yihan see i update my post ler!.LOL that damn crap. first week of holiday is boring. and found out this semester is abt programming. gona be tough for me i guess. hope i cn do well. LOL. btw i love u! you= everyone!:D

2009-03-08T04:09:00.000-07:00

Damn. what with me man.Zzz. c'mon dude i knw i have fault nowadays. giving attitude to u. But i just don't really like it that it has to go ur way most of ur time.Zzz i really don't knw la! i'm pissed off for no reason whenever i with u sometimes. i JUST DONT KNW WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO ME. I dislike the way it is. IS FUCKING IRRATING!Zzz and day passes i only knw i have to accomdate u.Zzz is there any ways to respect my decision sometimes? FEELING FUCKED-UP and no one is thereZzz CHEEBAI.Zzz

2009-03-06T08:40:00.001-08:00

hmm, today didnt went out. caspar was sick. hahas. bo bian. this few days super boring. at home the whole day. someone jio me out lei.TT hahas. this post is short bt at least i post? ahas(:

2009-02-25T18:28:00.000-08:00

to those friends that i have been treating u all badly. eh, simply to say i don't really understand u all anymore. cause neither of us actually keep on telling story about our life. is like we are talking abt useless stuff always. never once truly about ourself. is like so hard to knw what happening in ur life and my life. so our friendship been distanting apart. i apologise for scolding u peeps. cause i really dont want to lose this friendship. But i really do not knw hw to reach to this kind of suitation. All i knw from my heart is thaat i will nvr want to lose friends like u all!(:

2009-02-25T05:20:00.000-08:00

hmm, y must i always care for ppl who doesn't even bother i exist?
can anyone tell me what are friends for?
y am i trying so hard and yet they are giving me stupid damn reply!
Example 1
been a geat pal to me. Always there for me at times. BUT ever since the person is attached, doesn't give a damn about it. my birthday, intending to meet up with the person. cause of her/his stead, didn't meet up. Once i emo, call over. talk to me less than 15mins call the stead liao. WTH? ur stead super impt than ur bf uh? what ur problem!- -'' u still gt the cheek to call me buddy. seriously just think about hw u treat ur friends. i really think u shld go die suan ler. i nvr have such feelings before but i swear to myself, i won't bother abt u anymore. so just fuck off. - -'' oh and don't come tell me i always like that, is ur actions make me don't really want to bother abt u anymore. so just fuck off.Zzz

2009-02-23T06:10:00.000-08:00

haru haru.
day by day.
awaits for the fruits to ripe.

2009-02-20T00:23:00.001-08:00

hmm, bored.
life is full of unexpected stuff.

2009-02-15T22:05:00.001-08:00

ok. v.day has pass already. hope everyone enjoy their v.day:D smiles!(:

14.02.09

2009-02-15T22:05:00.000-08:00

ok. v.day has pass already. hope everyone enjoy their v.day:D smiles!(:

2009-02-06T10:31:00.001-08:00

ok. time to post. 1 week ago, i went to yw hse to bai nian. didn't really lost money. btw have great fun with them(:

photo 1

photo 2

photo 3

2009-01-26T05:42:00.000-08:00

ok. i am bored so shall post pictures.(:

xuesheng + xuepeng

it suppose to look like i being eaten up.

xuepeng + kylefiz

xuepeng + kylefiz (lame version)

act cute?o.o

chia kuan koon

2009-01-24T10:36:00.001-08:00

wanted to tell u guys, thx for being my friends throughtout my life. i don't really have much friends. many of them hate for me as they think i am irrating. But that doesn't really matter. Is because of u all that y i am here. these are the ppl temporarily in my mind who i have things to tell them. by doing this i cn slp at ease.:D

caspar:thx dude, u always there when i needed someone to talk to. u r the only person who i really think cn cheer me up the most when i am super down. though at times i am jealous of u, cause u really been like way superior to me in almost every ways. bt still i really regard u a brother of mine.HOPE u find ur true love(:
hafiz:thx dude. our friendship has lasted for 5yrs already. though i know i am always a bad friend. Never really think about hw u feel at times. I'm sorry and i really feel honour to have friends like u.
jaclyn: i'm really sorry abt what happen in the past. cause of me, our friendship broke apart. bt always rmb, i will always regard u as my sister in my life(:
veron: though we are in the same pri sch, bt only started talking to each other when we were sec 2. bt i really regard u as a good friend of mine! hope you can do ur best in the future!
maxim: u knw, i really think u are a great guy. i really hope we could become good friends in the future!(:
yihan: u r a super nice guy! even girls say that. sometimes i admit i quite jealous of u. don't knw y also. hahas
val:i'm so sorry for those things that i have said. maybe is cause of the ppl around me which really make me say those stupid things and did those stupid things. quite regret abt it.make me feel that we distant as a friend. Bt still, rmb this u r my friend. and i will always be there for you if u need me.(:
hy: i am sorry. i felt i nvr had been a good friend to u. and i shldn't really blame it on things like we are busy etc as the reason that our friendship seem to be more distant. even if we are nt that close like last time, i still will treasure this friendship
guohao: is like a yr since we met up? surprise ur name will be here? to be honest i really feel that u r one who will always be loyal to ur friends. i really think u r a great guy. oh and rmb stop thinking abt the negative points ok?(: meet up soon i hope.
jennifer: jie, u r my 2nd closest friend i have. though we know each other for like 1 yr only, u really been super nice to me. always sharing ur experience teaching me what is right and wrong. allowing me to do the right thing. thx jie!(:

there is one more person temporarily in my mind which i wanted to tell him/her.But i doubt is i shld write it here. ps for the bad english sentence structure. thx for reading!(:

2009-01-24T04:27:00.000-08:00

i have been hearing this song for quite sometime...super nice to me still.

looking at the past..when will i ever learn to let go? my past life*queenstown

2009-01-24T04:12:00.001-08:00

hmm, recently went out ppl blog, facebook profile, firendster etc etc. i notice one person wrote this: cherish those that are important to me.
i started to think abt that setence. does one only need to cherish those are important to you? or cherish those we are around u even if they are just minor characters in ur life? i really wonder. hahas. when ppl say we shld always put down the past and look into the future. is that really possible?o.o is what in the past which made make u who u r. and issit that easy to put down the past? i doubt so cause i couldn't stop myself from thinking abt the past. my past life. ...LOL been thinking abt all these crap stuff recently. shall not say anything more. ciaosu!

2009-01-19T03:39:00.000-08:00

went out with my bro for awhile. before meeting up with yao and koon. hahas. bought a new hoodie from zara. It is in white in colour. hahas. really felt that my brother is one of the most impt person in my life. though at times, i really hate his character bt overall he is a super nice person. He has been nice to me for over 10 yrs. though i don't tell him my personal life. but tends to able to make me feel happy even if i was super sad. like i broke up with faith. hahas. everything is over. No matter hw crazy i am over with a girl right nw,i will rather built up my friendship with my friends. living peacefully and happily is one of the greatest things i hope for everyday(: end here. ciaos

2009-01-18T05:48:00.000-08:00

nthing to write. super bored. super tired. lols. zara zara zara. ok. abit isane nw. need alittle hlp here~. sianz._. tml have sch. SOMEONE PLS TAG MY BLOG!=[ so sad la._.

2009-01-15T02:34:00.000-08:00

woo. abit dao seh...

2009-01-11T08:08:00.000-08:00

nw is already 12plus. just here to sincerely wishes everyone who getting their result for O's a good luck! hope they will get their points they wanted.(: hehe

2009-01-10T08:43:00.001-08:00

ytd went out to buy shoe actually bt i couldn't find the shop pedro anywhere. the truth is i actually sort of walk past the shop without knwing? i am so dumb. today went out with guanghan,yuewen,mabelynn,kevin,maxim,joshua and caishi to kbox.LOL. did some singing where the glass almost broke beacause of my awful singing. anyway no pictures.SADED. btw i have a new laptop. though is really sucky and tio blue screen 1 time ler! bt bo bian is my parents who fork out the money so cant agrue with them. ciaos(: wish everyone luck for the upcoming result.:D

2009-01-08T05:46:00.000-08:00

ok. i shall post first. as usual sch is boring. today my sch open hse. was surprise valerie msg me. ok den pon my last lesson to eat dinner with her and maxim. talk alot of crap i guess? btw nthing much ler. 3 of us took 2 photos. shall post the photo!:D

omg. i acted cute!._.

omg. my face so blur._.

2009-01-02T23:38:00.000-08:00

i'm bored. so shall blog again. hmm, do i looks like i am a english speaking person? some say i don't looks like i speak mandarain. c'mon chinese is my 2nd language u knw. oh ya gt bck my result already. Digital Eletronic 40/100 that seriously bad. and PEEE is 64/100. and mathematics 91/100. i feel quite sad for myself, the only person who fail DE in my class!- -'' hahas.i miss those days when i don't think abt studies. but nowadays, feel that i'm like being force to study like that. so sad.LOL such irony uh, sad and den i laugh out loud. LOL nthing much to post already.HOHOHO

2009-01-02T09:37:00.001-08:00

lols. i'm quite happy with myself. at least i did some stuff which i shld do long time ago. i felt a burden is off me right nw. so song!:D hahas(:

2008-12-31T08:39:00.000-08:00

2008 has long ended._. LOL. now is a strt a new yr. many things happen in 2008.
loss of friends, gain of friends. blah blah blah.
2008 was a brand new strt for me as i was my 1st yr in SP. made quite a few friends. those in my class always kaopei each other. but they were fun and nice ppl. hahas.
In 2008, my friendship between caspar started to grow stronger. Though he always have lots of excuses like me, he has really been a great buddy to me. always there for me and also hlp me out in lots of ways.(:
In 2008, i also have loss quite a few friends. friends that claim they are busy cause we are in different poly.LOL. crap excuses actually. hahas. If we were friends u were make time for me no matter wad. but nvm. hahas.
also i strted to talk to maxim more. in secondary sch i wasn't close to him. after getting to knw him longer i felt his is a crappy guy. but also a nice guy.
my bond with my parents started to grew too. i strting to understand that they are actually trying their best to be a wonderful parents.(no one is prefect)
hahas.
that all i guess?
lets welcome a new strt in 2009.
hope everything will be great in 2009.
*see ppl do all these stuff so i shall do it since i am bored.(:

2008-12-26T07:16:00.001-08:00

when out with yuewen,maxim, mabelynn, sherlyna, magadelene, marvin,joshua, jeremiah,jzehui and kelvin. did i miss out anyone?._. ok. out with them to eat steamboat. lols. i just rmb my chocolate is with mabelynn._. hahas. nvm. anyway gona post the photos i taken.LOL

max and marvin

marvin

this photo is crap

this is a rdm photo._.

back of marvin

me and marvin

jeremiah and me

guan han and me

yuewen

that all. ciaos!(:

2008-12-24T06:46:00.000-08:00

this time my blog gona looks more lively. took some photos with my new phone..woo. hahas. shall post all here.:D

caspar eating his food.

yihan with a chirstmas cap

yihan and yolanda

surfing?- -''

talking to yihan

this one is crap.LOL

hafiz

fiz and his bro

me

fiz

there more. bt i am lazy to post ler. shall do it nxt time(:

2008-12-22T01:21:00.001-08:00

lols. bck to post. hmm, i'm ok ler!.LOl long time ok ler. hmm, recently gt to use my dad laptop. hope it possible for me to use it as a sch laptop. hmm and a new phone and specs. nthing much to talk abt ler. bye;D hehe.(:

2008-12-17T05:16:00.001-08:00

lols. i just cried for no reason. so fucking pathetic can- -''

2008-12-17T02:03:00.000-08:00

i seriously bored at home. maybe stuck at home too much will feel alittle bit emo. nthing to do. noone to chat. is like alone forever. so freaking pathetic. what should i do?!- -'' full of crap man. ARGH! ok. need some enertainment i shall go audi again- -''ciaos

2008-12-12T11:53:00.001-08:00

helping friend to advertisment. selling undercover at $45

2008-12-12T02:20:00.000-08:00

ok. times passes. the 1st week of holiday is ending soon. tml most prob going sentosa. hahas. and sunday with hafiz! woots. nthing much happen except going to escape and play? cause me and caspar is having a budget. kind of money tight.LOL. ok. nthing much to say ler. life is as usual peaceful.(:

2008-12-06T02:13:00.000-08:00

lols. since marvin ask me blog i shall blog. so i'm gona talk abt my past life. 17 yrs has pass. hahas. when i was young i was quite timid. always kena bully by my own younger brother but look at me nw i like so different. hahas. times passes. i still rmb when i was primary 1 i mix with the ppl are yuh heng and some other kids. when in primary 6 it was hooitong and liwen. i have to be honest the greatest time of my life is still when i primary sch. hahas. life changes for me when i was in secondary school. ppl around me start looking and think i was like some guailan kia. didn't really have much friends back den. even till secondary 3, i was treated like i don't exist at all. only 1 or 2 treated me as a friend. but things changes again when i was in secondary 4(till nw i didn't knw y) ppl at least talk to me now. hahas. ppl started calling me emo kia. i really do not know y either. but i wasn't emo at all. i just feel that those peeps are really nt the kind of ppl i could blend into. cause they nvr really show interest in talking or wanting to make friends with me. plus in a group, i always the one who got forgotten. i don't know issit something wrong with me, till now all of my friends actually will distant with me after sometime. guess is really my fault uh. hahas. nvr once learn abt others feelings and always say something that hurt them. i really don't know sia- -'' sometimes i really feeel damn tired of life....

2008-11-30T17:25:00.001-08:00

i am so freaking pissed and dulan. - -'' my laptop kena stolen sial. n i dont feel like writing the details out. so ya. anyway all the peeps in sp jiayou for ur mst.

2008-11-30T01:01:00.000-08:00

hoho. at albin house studying. hahas. now i am relaxing. hehe. hope i can do well for my exam. i'm kinda scare though. ._. hahas. who knws what will i get.:D super boring!- -'' listening to hsm3 songs. hahas. high school musical~!- -'' take my hand~take a breathe~ hold me close~ LOL._.

2008-11-28T05:43:00.000-08:00

woo. ren,yao.bin and koon came my hse today.. played raw verus smackdown and study abit for the upcoming exam.LOLS! i finally understand n knw hw to do DE la. miracle.LOL! btw, my laopo coming home tml! WOOO!(MY LAPTOP!) she is always there for me when i'm down..feel so pathetic uh? when i am in a bad mood, i will always use my laptop to surf the net or play games to let myself feel better! shushu also there for me when i'm down.:D hahas.((: nthing much to write ler.:DD

2008-11-24T20:49:00.000-08:00

hmm, i feel like i am talking to the wall itself. hahas. insane. LOL. these few days really wierd. i am actually messaging someone who doesn't even reply me. hahas. stupid or dumb? hahas. anyway hope today i will get 100/100 for my structure programming test.(:

2008-11-21T02:21:00.000-08:00

hmm, this few days quite boring. and my laptop just spoilt. sad. couldn't do anything. i just lost my beloved wife travelmate T.T

2008-11-15T01:33:00.001-08:00

today is a super boring day. i was intending to study at home. BUT i have no feel. Since i am bored, i shall post.

yesterday(14 nov )
went to sch as usual and i was late. - -'' woke up at 915. hmm, after that went to eat at bk with bin and joel. later, i went home to slp n bathe before meeting up with my god sis at tiong bahru. well on the journey, i actually offended S**H**. till now, i really feel bad saying those things. really wanna take bck most of the things i say cause i really didn't mean it. talk to god sis for awhile. i don't know y talking to her so cool. makes me feel that i cn depend on her advice.

tuesday(11 nov )
at first, hy wanted to meet me up. at first i told her my lesson end at 430 but it actually end at 530, so i pon my lesson. but on the way there she tell me nvm. so i actually went bck to sch- -'' feel so pathetic. for no reason i felt dulan actually. sometimes i wonder will she even rmb this buddy anot. or issit when u really lonely, than i come into her mind._. anyway who cares. so i went to meet up with caspar after sch. eat dinner with caspar and his friends. and they took a super candid photo of my face with caspar.- -'' shall post it.

2008-11-09T18:47:00.000-08:00

wow. first time i actually nvr slp just to wait for shushu to slp first? wth?o.O i having super bad headache now.- -'' didn't knw i am such a nice guy- -''

2008-10-26T09:29:00.000-07:00

today was a shocking day. caspar sort of organise a surprise party for me. he took the time to actually ask some of my friends. touched. btw thx again to joel,caspar,albin,veron,erwin,vicki,faith and the others. hahas. they bought my long time favourite gundam. 200+ la. omg. touched seh. hahas. oh didn't take photo except 2 retarded photo and 1 photo of the cake n the present when is wrap up. hahas

2008-10-21T07:08:00.000-07:00

fck. happy birthday to myself. the one n only bastard. hmm, today went to outram to have my O's. fkfkfkfk. the paper was ok..hope i could get at least a C5? my hopes are low though..hahas. wish me luck dude. sayo._.

2008-10-03T07:21:00.000-07:00

this is totally shit lah. always ask me don't go disturb him cause he gona study. blah blah blah. when they themselves know i always have to go downstair to use my laptop. is fucking pathetic can?oO my room is like only for me to slp n bathe that all. when in the old house also the same thing. WTF?~ cn they be alittle bit more fair- -FKFKFKFKFK. nvm. shall shut up. all they will only say is where gt baised.

2008-09-24T21:10:00.000-07:00

ytd went out with veron to study for awhile. before both of us went to meet up with caspar. well, we actually walk from esplande all the way to orchard. The journey was quite fun except that i was being suan throughtout the journey.- - ONLY ME. hahas. At about 2 or 3? (i'm nt sure.) all of us went to caspar workplace(TCC) and drink coffee. drank and talk alot about those times where caspar was an "asshole". hahahas. After that we walked to clark quey. let caspar have his dinner than i took the mrt with him and veron.veron drop off at douby guat while me n caspar drop off at bishan. than caspar waited for me to take my bus home.That all for ytd. well took some wierd photos with veron. and also sceretly took 2 photos of them at TCC. hahas
Caspar

Veron

2008-09-20T21:13:00.000-07:00

i dare to post, i dare to admit this is to u puan xue sheng.
well, ytd my bro started to kaopei me about i didn't clean up the room. i agree with him that i didn't clean up the room. after that he said that i have been dirtying the room. well i have to admit last time i did by eating foods in the room, but i didn't do it for very long already and u knw what he said? what about the future? i would like to tell him this how would i knw man. the future so unpredictable. i talking about NOW. Not only that, you last time said that my friends are the one who scratches the wall with the chair. well, my friends did scratch them bt not all of it. SO please dont push all the blame to my friends where dad ytd just paint it and the nxt day there is one scratches on the wall already. so u are saying night time my friend's spirit fly over to use the chair to scratch the wall? after that he say i nvr care abt the family. when i told him i also gt wsah up the dishes, hlp mum to bring in the clothes. u tell me what? those stuff doesn't show i care for my family. if so, what about just cleaning up the damn room of ours just 2 times only- -'' that so pathetic please. and please stop all ur nonesense such as poking my t-shirts with pen-knife, throwing FOSSIL watch and also purposely off all the lights when i still using my laptop. there is still more to ur childish act. i merely just don't wanna quarrel with u that all. i talk to u nicely u come tell me that u need to talk to me in a kaopei attitude just so that i will listen. WTF LA- -''
this is my blog my say.

2008-09-14T02:29:00.000-07:00

Was at caspar chalet these past 2 days. was fun at his chalet. both of us kind of havoc. hahas. nthing much to say ler i guess. hahas. n i feel so F up. - -'' nthing seem to be in the way i want it to be. ARGH- -'' excuse after excuse. reason after reason

2008-09-09T02:05:00.000-07:00

lols. wondering y the picture on my left suddenly disappear? cause i was actually intending to change my picture to something else and i think is wierd thus i change i wanted to change it bck. BUT now, i can't resize it properly that y. hope someone could hlp me!(:

HIM

2008-09-06T09:13:00.000-07:00

ok. i shall update my blog for awhile since i am totally bored right now. hahas. these few days were ok. as usual went out with caspar most of the days. hahas. i shall post some of the photos both me caspar n joel took last week. though is quite sometime ago. *notice blog with pictures seem nicer. hahas.

Photos at the bean bag shop

2008-09-02T07:32:00.001-07:00

2nd September:

ok. time to blog again? btw this blog here seem emo BUT i am not emo. just have the tendency to talk less at times.!! btw, today caspar came my hse. hahas. he was playing my ps3 larh and i was like sleeping like a pig.LOLS. feel bad though cause i actually slept for more than an hour. (letting him to play alone). hahahahas. After that caspar and I went out for dinner before i accompany him to wait for his bus. That all for today.

1st September:
ok. early in the morning i woke up at 10+, recieve veron msg asking me meet what time and where. so i actually replied her asking her to decide BUT couldn't stand the replying of msg
timing so i called her- -'' after that met up with her at jurong east. "Study" for awhile before finding marcus. WOOT. hlp marcus to prepare the food alittle bit. FIRST TIME i actually hlp in such stuff. LOLS. than went for the bbq, ok la. quite fun. As usual, i feel damn sleepy for some reasons and don't feel like talking much. hahas. ok la. that all. GONA POST 3 picture if possible. BTW I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO IS THAT SHIRLYN GIRL!!!- -'' OK THAT ALL.. HAHAS. N NYPS PEEPS U ALL ROCKS.(SIMPLY MISS THEM LOTS I GUESS? HAHAHAS)

GROUP PHOTO 1

GROUP PHOTO 2

GROUP PHOTO 3

THERE ARE THE PHOTOS. CIAOS. I HAVE IMPROVE MY BLOGGING SKILLS- -''

2008-08-23T22:48:00.000-07:00

i feel so desperately bored. i hereby announce that is my school holidays!(: woot! hahas. life is as boring as usual. oh ya. ytd went bck to bukit purmei to celebrate yolanda birthday. ok la. quite ok uh. i found out this guy who is younger than me, have a much more mature mind than any of us. - -'' make me feel so pathetic. hahas. ok la. nthing much to blog!(: sayonara..f3f3f3

2008-08-13T05:21:00.000-07:00

blog blog blog. don't really know what to blog about. hmm, i nw in the mid of stress.TT exams!- -'' i merely just wan to score well so i am able to go into the 2nd yr...fkfkfkkfkfkfk..= =

2008-08-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

lols. so long i really post. hehe. gona talk about relationship nw. to be honest, i'm kind of happy that she has really forget about me. and she started a new life with another guy. hehe. though our relationship was super short, she actually like me for so long. that really unbelievable. hahas. to be honest, i don't think i'm worth it to be in a relationship nw. with my current attitude and etc. love is so hard to define. anyway that all i'm gona say.(:
tatas:D

2008-08-05T22:27:00.001-07:00

lols..i feeling emo nw..FKFKFKFKFKFk

2008-08-02T03:11:00.000-07:00

post again. sibei sian lei. hahas. these few days been forcing myself to study. n guess wad?oO i ended up watching dragon ball gt - -'' ah..i'm scared

2008-07-25T22:23:00.000-07:00

lols. sleeping a beauty.

2008-07-24T07:20:00.000-07:00

i feel like emoing again..don't know y..i feel like whatever i do, i simply just make ppl pissed off only..if only i know hw i could change that..sigh..i such a pathetic loserTT

2008-07-07T01:32:00.001-07:00

lols..new post~! nthing much to talk abt sia..life is boring, nthing much..hahas. n i btr strt studying ler..if nt i really can't make it through yr 1 luh..hahas..ok that all i guess? hahas..btw strting to knw some ppl from club..hahas alittle bit nia..hahas..that all nthing much to talk abt ler..bb

pathetic

2008-07-03T22:05:00.000-07:00

lols..nthing much to blog abt lei..n some ppl ask me to update.=((( LOLS. hmm, thing are as usual i guess? HAHAS..bt gt to admit that when i reach poly, i've been pack with lots of things. so much that i really think is hard for me to find time for my sec sch n pri sch friends..kind of disappointed. AT LEAST last time, i cn be in a more carefree life..hahas...friends are as usual, my love live also...so nthing much to talk abt.(: the person who ask me to update, pls i'm a PIG UNLIKE U..=(((

2008-06-29T20:34:00.000-07:00

lols..time to blog again..recently went to splendous..no picture was taken except one..though i try to wear smart to splendous, i kind of think myoutfit alittle bit cock..hahas. sch strt n i get bck 2 of my papers already one is 20+ the other 59..GG la..such lousy result. if i were to continue like this, i will really be gone case=(((

2008-06-12T20:10:00.001-07:00

it has been a long time since i wrote a post..anyway i decided to give up on her i guess? just hoping i could really forget her.(: BTW today i merely wanna talk abt my friends only..I may seem very naggy, bt i really hope all my friends won't get into big trouble n etc..GUESS i just hope my friends could lead a life without nt much downs..that all for today i guess?(: i simply love my friends:D

2008-05-28T18:20:00.000-07:00

new post again..sian. I seriously can't stop myself from loving her. But yet the cold shoulder which she gave me, make me feel so emo. FEEL like ending my life. On Tuesdays(27th may), i found something shocking abt her. Yet i still couldn't stop myself from liking her..Why can't she treat me like they way she treat her friend at least..WHAT WITH HER?! my greatest wish: at least become her friends..Sian.

my heart is bleeding as time passes~

2008-05-24T01:25:00.000-07:00

hey..nthing to do as usual so blog..stupid maple private server..keep on crushingTT i wan to pia luh..My bandit is only lvl 56/57 only. while zhongwei is 100+ n maxim is 90+. N i didn't expect her to tell me abt those things. i seriously dont knw what to do..sometimes when i think bck to the past, i kinda miss her. In my mind there is a battle between the word yes or no..i do not know should i patch it bck with her or not? Even if patch, my mind still has V. i dont knw what to do...

2008-05-20T23:22:00.000-07:00

lols. i seriously don't know what to do. my life is kinda ruin..haiz..i hope i know my answer to all those question..that all ba.bye~

2008-05-16T20:03:00.000-07:00

my new post!! LOLS. life really boring these few days, bt what cn i do?oOhahas. btw, i've been thinking why am such a slacker?oO i think i really need to study hard lei. But i just can't lei..hahas..OMG, i have nthing to say ler sial..saded..hahas k end here:D tatas:DD

2008-05-10T06:04:00.000-07:00

Staring out at the world across the street.
You hate the way your life turned out to be.
He's pulling up the driveway and you don't make a sound.
Cause you always learned to hold the things you want to say.
You're always gonna be afraid.
There's only hate.
There's only tears.
There's only pain.
There is no love here.
So what will you do?
There's only lies.
There's only fear.
There's only pain.
There is no love here
Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces.
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile.
If these walls could talk, they would have so much to say.
Cause everytime you fight, the scars are gonna heal.
But they're never gonna go away.
You're falling.You're screaming.
You're stuck in the same old nightmare.
He's lying.You're crying.
There's nothing left to salvage.
Kick the door cause this is over.
Get me out of here!

2008-05-07T08:06:00.000-07:00

lols..blogging time since i'm bored.xD these few days was kinda boring..and also alittle moody espeically these 2 days, i get pissed off even more easily these few days. Don't really knw what have got into me but i hope i could change this temper of mine. I promise myself to be a good boy today, but it doesn't seem to like i am doing it._. LOLS. btw tmr is the big day. the presentation of my clay in idea class. But i doubt i will go anywhere cause my clay is like shyt..the only way is to present it in a better manner..that all i'm gona blog about..

going emo~

2008-05-04T02:24:00.000-07:00

is been a long time since i have blog..This few days simply was boring. I spent most of my time slacking and don't even feel like studying uh..i mean do my homework..bt nvm all this will change soon i hope..AND tmr is going to gym. I hope i have the mood sial. Anyway my mind can't stop thinking abt her..MISS V lols. she like in my mind bt...i wonder who she like. Ever since i saw that post, i'm like...argh. bt nvm ba..(:

2008-04-29T17:34:00.000-07:00

hmm, blogging time i think? hahas. btw, today i just gona thx all my friends..those who have came bt left my life and also those who have came in and still there(:
GUYS
hafiz :thx for being there for when i need you. it's going to be 5 yrs since we know each other uh? even though we are different races, yet we clique so well. All i can say is that i'm sorry about the way i treated to u on msn.(: this is the longest friendship i ever had and i really i won't lose it
Caspar: i nvr really have the time to worry abt my problems when i'm with him. I am simply having fun or waiting for him everytime i when i'm going to meet him..the guy who i treat him as like a super close friend? hahas(:
james- I get to know this from work. He simply is like a older brother always giving me advices when i'm in need.(:
Zhong wei- This guy here was in the same class as me when i was sec 1 and 2. HAHAS. he was there once when i really need someone to share my worries.(:
Marvin-this guy is one of the chia which i really appericate as a friend. he is mature to me even though he is same age as me..trust me, he give u lots of good advices(:
Randy- LOLS. know him recently nia..nice chap bt he seriously very kao pei..hahas.. at least he is btr than some ppl a thousand times?oOhahas
Chun siang- the most handsome guy i think in our class la..hahas. super nice guy.To be honest, i don't knw when is he lying or telling the truth.. hahas(:
Joel(bhss)- almost forget abt him the guy who i always mix in recess time with caspar.. he is a total joker man
Joel(EEE)- like to scold fk la..bt he is guy who will willing to help one person when he is in trouble(: first person i knw among all my classmate
Albin- nice chap bt i always feel bad cause i always say him that he is horizontally challenge._. LOLS
Yihan- the guy who live near my hse and he always can make my mood feel super good maybe is due to the fact that his jokes are lame. BTW, i'm like moving hse to clementi there maybe? means i won't be spending much time with him. IS totally sad to hear this):
Blaise- know him from yihan. To me, i think he is good in creep walk.. i hope he really can teach me hw to creep walk.:X
Francis- lols. the guy i knw in EEE club..no words to say him except he seriously rocks and a joker._.

GIRLS
HuiYing- lols. one of my bestie! she rocks la..at times when i'm emo she will come and concern me..she seriously super nice u knw?(: hahas
Jaclyn-the girl i really regard as my super close sister. BUT sad thing is that i did some stupid stuff which make our friendship ain't that close anymore..i really very sad abt it and i regret abt it
MinMin- a girl i knw in EEE club. NICE girl. Not many girls i talk to can take jokes like the way she did la..super funny girl i tell u. she have to accept the fact that NAIMA is the best.BTW MUM U ROCKS=x
Veron- wooo..the girl in my pri sch. she is super nice man. except the part when she suan me man..ahh! hahas(:
Ischelle-the girl i just get to knw from yihan those ppl. hmm nice girl. treat her like my mei mei(: hope she could do well for her mid yr? btw nice girl. Don't worry i still rmb the NUM bag. hahas
Sylvia- lols..the crappo i knw from audition she is sooo nice to me..once she waited for me to finish work luh..such a nice friend i actually almost forget to post abt..hahas syl!! u rocks:D
Zihui- i call her lovely. she one of my best friend too:D sibei nice talking to her lei..ususally she is very "childish" bt she can be serious at times(: lovely is cool. cause elephant love lovely:DD

All these are my friends i know in these past few yr of my life. Even though i just get to knw some of them, i really hope i could understand them better. thanks for everything even to those who are not my life already. At least u all gave me wonderful memories and letting me know that i have great friends in my life(:

2008-04-27T22:51:00.000-07:00

hmm, i'm bloggin at lesson time..feel so bad la..hahas.. btw poly life till nw are fun i guess? hahas. just that is very different from secondary sch sial. in sec sch u r like spoon feed by teachers? bt in poly u gt to study on ur own.. even ur classmate at times, u will nvr knw who cn really help u out.-.- lols..that retarded..btw ytd talk to ischelle on msn n she took photo of me la-.- which is very ugly. LOLS. wan see those wierd photos go her blog..btw thx for calling me a nice bro.? hahas.(: btw is stinks la..boring lecture! btw i think i end here(: shall blog more next time(:

is empty

2008-04-24T07:40:00.000-07:00

the care from my friends really make me happy.(: esp lovely, mum, hy, syl n others(: hahas. i have decided to forget her!!!! i really think just concentrate on my studies. that is the best thing to do:D k shall end here(: tatas. i knw everyone miss me!!=x

welcome to my life:D

2008-04-23T17:57:00.000-07:00

lols. i feel bad sial. leson time i blogging. LOLS. hahas. btw damn sianz nw sial. the power point i like see before luh. hahas(: hahas. btw this few days was fun(: except the part that i'm still missing her..lols. hmm, my mum birthday coming soon sial.. hope i can buy her something in time.:X hahahas.(: k la..shall end here.

Emo life~

2008-04-20T21:27:00.000-07:00

hmm, time to blog i think?._. hahas. btw the chalet wasn't that fun. the games in the afternoon was like shyt la. Night time play asshole big 2 throughtout the night sial. hahas. OK n my laptop spoilt la..took around 1 hr in order to fix the laptop la. n i actually pon my tutorial sial. hahahas. ok i think i'll end here. tatas

I WAITING FOR A MIRACLE

2008-04-16T00:57:00.000-07:00

didn't anyone tell u that u simply the so different from others? u just seem so outstanding to me. i really hope u could be mine. bt i guess, nt everything u wan in ur life u will get it. Hoping to knw what is the reply n at the same time hoping it will be good. lols. whatever the outcome it is. i will simply accept it. Will u pls don't say no?....

emo times..

2008-04-11T22:17:00.000-07:00

i feel like i am walking alone all these time. feeling no warm from anyone. the pain within me only i can feel it. no one seem to understand me. At times, i really wonder wad the point of living in this world when u live for nthing. i really think i'm a useless fuck. a fucker that shouldn't live in this world. a fucker that when he dies, noone will bother..

2008-04-11T22:09:00.000-07:00

lols..simply gt to tell u guys, i simply interested in her only wad. NOT LIKE I REALLY LOVE HER OR WAN TO JIO HER=.= if things leak out i really will mati one luh..Zzzz sianz..these few nights kept on thinking of this girl call vicki..don't knw y for wad reason sial?!=.= i like only treat her as friend nia..omg la..n guys, yea is true that i can't get a gf that y i will be single. bt also i nt gona waste my jio zabo or what. i rather spent my times on studying nw. my family is gona have a tough time soon. my dad is the main income of the family and within 1 more months or 2, he will be jobless. sianz..i have to study hard!!!!!
emo-boi

2008-04-09T04:50:00.000-07:00

lols. blogging time again..sibei sianz sia sp..thought will be like alot better than sec school. sucks luh..bt the ppl rocks la..jitao so many jokers..that includes me also la..btw, today post really nthing to write..so gona write something abt relationship..hope ppl who are in a relationship won't angry hor..just really think relationship is boring seh._. hahas. no onewill ever think my first stead is the zabo jio seh..shock hor? aiya. who cares..wanna concentrate on my friends nia..even though is very tough right nw..prefer sleeping. ok i think i end here..btw i really think the hougang chalet ppl rocks..pls recurit 2 or 1 more ppl lei..=x like that more fun..hahahahas..!!! ok rdmness..oh n i went out with caspar today:D shiok man. the lan. k la i end here. tatas

2008-04-06T06:37:00.000-07:00

came bck from camp this morning.. was fun at the onoc. did lots of greats things..bt is damn tiring..couldn't believe i in the end only slept for 2 hrs at home=.= ok. i seriously feeling emo..for no reason. argh!..my life sucks..ok i having all these negative thinking as usual..sad sad..someone plssaveme._.

2008-04-02T05:48:00.000-07:00

new post again:D hahas. i feeling boredat home nw. waitin for 9pm just to watch a show..boring..feel that i shld go out with EEEC ppl. lols. though i really miss them nw..hahas. but nvm. i shall go EMO. seriously just wondering in my life, i actually didn't do anything good at all. haiz..i really wish i can be a more useful person. a person whom ppl will want to talk to, will wan to hang out with..argh..stress.!!!!=(((

*emoing in progress.

2008-03-31T00:04:00.000-07:00

yoz..i am bck..the camp i went recently rocks like hell man..the war games n stuff super fun. at the starting i was quite boring, cause i have no friends there n i don't feel like socialising. but still, i manage to knw a guy.(vernon) nice guy..than the 2nd day, i also very A.S. hahas..*(A.S=anti-social) BUT, on the 3rd day i do not knw y, i went super high. hahahs. starting to talk to ppl in my group..is was hell fun. war games n the obas. i never regret going there sia..i swear it rocks my life..super fun camp!triple e club rocks....aiseh! hahahas

it's EMPTY.:D

2008-03-27T00:41:00.000-07:00

woo..blog again..these few days was fun man..lan n movies..btw everyone shld watch semi-pro. is retarded bt funny!=x hahahas..oh ya tmr is the "big day". i will be in st john island for course freshman oritentation..hope it will be fun. n i really will be hoping nt too much fun..=x i have become a much more worst slacker n i feeling super unfit than before.TT hahahas. hope i cn survive that 4 days camp..ppl i knw u all will miss me=b hahahahs!

life of mystery

2008-03-23T05:23:00.000-07:00

10 days nvr post ler seh..hahas.. these few days was simply fine as usual..hahas. nthing much occur. Oh ya, recently i went to my ex school sport's day. the cheers wasn't as good as last time u knw? is simply quite lousy.. i very disappointed. hahas. they can't compare to step up 2 sia..hahas. i happen to say something stupid to anneTT i actually thought the person beside her was lianne which was actually alyssa..saded sia..hahas k..i shall end here. post shall nt be too long..tata:D

a fun day?:D

2008-03-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

hmm, quite some time didn't blog already right?:X hahahas. anyway as usual my these few days was fun..went out with caspar play arcade n lan with him..n also play with julio. btw, i didn't knw they play tower defence sia..hahas. today went out with hy n irene, simply 2 words n that is "damn fun" lols. going out with them usually seem to be be fun lei..dun knw y either:D i some sort pity irene sia, go anywhere also kena jack, maybe she a nice person that y..can't blame. nice ppl have nice friends=x hahas. ok, nthing much to say ler..end here..

simply love my friends: caspar,hy,irene,hafiz n etc

2008-03-06T06:55:00.000-08:00

lol. these few days was fine i guess? hahas. anyway i been doing my poly things. Even thought it is very mafan, but is worth it i guess? hahas. anyway i really wan to apologise to my dad that i didn't make it on time every single time. I am suppose to reach home by 10, bt always late..i am sorry dad. bt u shldn't rush me u knw? all i can do is wait for bus u knw? anyway that all i can say. i love u. *my parents. ok i think i end here:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2008-03-03T06:20:00.000-08:00

BLOGGING TIME!xD hahas. today went with zhong wei, hafiz, maxim n joshua to watch movie at bishan. *meet the spartans. The show is lame bt nice. Still, i don't think it is worth it to watch.:X hahas. after that i pangseh them to find roy n sylvia. All i can say is that is fun with them. They really seem special to me. Other james, hafiz,caspar and hy. They really are like my best friends. They rank above almost all my friends:D i simply love them..n ROY he craps so much that sometimes i really think i can't stop laughing for the day..hahas. I think i shall stop here.:D loves u guys. esp all my friends.:D

2008-02-29T21:01:00.001-08:00

these few days, i been thinking alot. As a friend, have i been pressuring my friends too much? expecting them to be super prefect? i really dun knw. sometimes i wonder, am i been doing my part as a friend? so many questions n yet there is no answer for them. i hope someone could just tell me all the answer for all these idiotic questions which has been going crazy in my mind. Anyway, i can't wait for my letter from singapore polytechnic. Seesh fiz gt his letter from ngee ann already. WHERE IS MY LETTER?! hahas.

why don't we always look at the good things which always make us smile in our life?

2008-02-26T23:42:00.000-08:00

hmm, finally i blog again. :X i couldn't figure out how to change my blogskin u knw?...xD hw retard can i be? anyway these few days really rocks my life. hafiz,caspar,maxim,james,michelle n etc have been going out with them. hahas. was fun with them. Even though i have my funs, i also faced some stupid problems from some ppl. n that ppl actually is just my ex. CAROL CHUYING. I JUST SIMPLY HATE HER. SHE BEEN LIKE STALKING ME FOR NT JUZ ONE MONTH BT 2 MONTHS. I DUN FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH IT U KNW? IS LIKE EVERYTHING U DO SOMEBODY KNWS ABT IT. ITS VERY IRRATING U KNW? n that all i guess. fiz pls help me change my blog skin:D

A new beginning

2008-02-10T19:37:00.000-08:00

new blog, means i going to start everything afresh. In terms of friendship, i think i really got to work hard, in order to be a better friend each time. But in terms of relationship, i think i will let god decide for me. I am seriously in love with her. She is my one n only. Still, i feel that i am a flirt, going around doing stupid things. I really want to change that. Ok. that all i can say? hahas. oh, ppl who read this, pls keep this blog url to urself, i do not intend other ppl to read it.:D