Saturday, December 6, 2008
lols. since marvin ask me blog i shall blog. so i'm gona talk abt my past life. 17 yrs has pass. hahas. when i was young i was quite timid. always kena bully by my own younger brother but look at me nw i like so different. hahas. times passes. i still rmb when i was primary 1 i mix with the ppl are yuh heng and some other kids. when in primary 6 it was hooitong and liwen. i have to be honest the greatest time of my life is still when i primary sch. hahas. life changes for me when i was in secondary school. ppl around me start looking and think i was like some guailan kia. didn't really have much friends back den. even till secondary 3, i was treated like i don't exist at all. only 1 or 2 treated me as a friend. but things changes again when i was in secondary 4(till nw i didn't knw y) ppl at least talk to me now. hahas. ppl started calling me emo kia. i really do not know y either. but i wasn't emo at all. i just feel that those peeps are really nt the kind of ppl i could blend into. cause they nvr really show interest in talking or wanting to make friends with me. plus in a group, i always the one who got forgotten. i don't know issit something wrong with me, till now all of my friends actually will distant with me after sometime. guess is really my fault uh. hahas. nvr once learn abt others feelings and always say something that hurt them. i really don't know sia- -'' sometimes i really feeel damn tired of life....
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